English and me

English Learning has been a very difficult process for me because I don't have habilities to learn/speak foreign languages.   As a result, I don't like the English classes and usually feel nervous or ashamed in front of my classmates when we must speak for practicing or during the exams.
About the use of blogs, I think it's a very funny and innovative technique that allows us to speak about some matters that sometimes we can't pay attention to.
I know I need to be able of speaking in English. For me it is easier to understand the ideas or questions than elaborate my own sentences in English.  This is, I can quite understand what I'm reading or listening but it's a hard task to express my own feelings or give replies in English.

I have thought that I should continue in an English Intensive Course after finishing my studies at the University.

The most important is that I really would like to learn this language.  Although I don't like it, I know it is necesary to learn English for developing more teaching habilities with my pupils.

I barely use the English language. The only or more frequent circumstance where I use it, as listening, is while I'm watching movies on TV.